I hate hard decisions.

Ryan, thank you very much. I've always hesitated to talk about this because some folks simply do not like cops. I get that. I even sympathize sometimes. But DOC is in a tough spot and has to make a life long decision. I appreciate the feedback.

You guys are great. I'm sure that's why Doc started this thread here.
 
Beat,

A lot of stories, but I feel like I'm hijacking this thread a bit. I'd be more than happy to give out some story lines in another thread or PM, anytime for anyone. There have been some bizarre cases, so if anyone needs ideas, I'm more than willing to share.

Doc....Please keep us informed on what you decide. I think we're all interested in how your story unfolds.
 
Metro,

Thank you for the insightful viewpoint. I think you understand exactly where I am.

Part of me wishes I wasn't in this position. But I am. For those that inquired or pointed out if I had a family, the answer is no, I do not. I am unattached, so that is not an issue. It is my reputation and passion as a film maker versus my desire to serve the public good that I am most concerned with.

My issue is that I am getting notice/attention as a cinematographer now, and I have established clients. For me to leave now would somewhat (or totally) destroy the reputation I have built as a such.

I know the decision is ultimately mine alone, but to hear from others actually does help.
 
It is my reputation and passion as a film maker versus my desire to serve the public good that I am most concerned with.

They don't have to be mutually exclusive. You can serve the public good as a filmmaker. We just finished a PSA that will probably run nationally to inform families who have become homeless about their right to certain accommodations in receiving an education for their children. The state coordinator said she cried when she saw it. Not because it was so good, but because she knew that it would help a lot of kids. We also do a lot of pro-bono work for organizations that help kids with special needs. It's not as exciting or glamorous as the border patrol may seem to be, but we know that it definitely serves the public.

Not trying to discourage you from a career in law enforcement though. We certainly need good people doing that (Thanks Metro). Just want to point out the flipside.
 
Mcgee...Thanks for the kind words. Its truly appreciated.

Doc...I think Jim has given you the best advice. What I did helped an important, but small number of people. Jim's PSA will undoubtedly help thousands, perhaps, millions, of families. Think what a difference he will make for those children. And, when they grow up, those kids will remember the help they got. Many will continue the good work and help other people.

Jim Brennan sleeps well. I'm sure of it.

Filmmakers rarely get credit for the good they do. I remember Corrections officers telling me about how The Shawshank Redemption and The Green Mile made them think about how they treated inmates. Cops talk about movies that change their attitudes. In The Heat of the Night is a classic that comes to mind. There are so many examples, but you get my point.

Public service is important and reaching a large audience is the most practical way to create change. Isn't that one of the reasons we love movies? The impact? My favorite movies make me question myself. Re-evaluate my beliefs. Jim's PSA will make people think about the issue.

And, sometimes, I just want to get lost in a movie and have fun. We all need a break from the world sometimes.

I'm not saying you should give up the BP job. I just think you can do good things in either direction, or, as was mentioned, do a bit of both at the same time. You have options and you can change your mind or direction any time you want. It's not as risky as we sometimes think.

You have a story to live. It will be interesting and meaningful either way.
 
Never quite thought about it like that. Nice. Living a story. I kind of like that. Thanks!

Anyone have the book, so I can read the ending??? LOL
 
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