Doc Bernard
Indie Arms Member
I am no longer a mod here. And I completely agree with the decision by the other mods. Being a mod was hard work, more so on the emotional level. I am extemely passionate about film, and wanted to give my opinion on every post.
But as a mod, I know you cannot do that. You must maintain a middle ground. And remain objective. My opinions were too strong to do that. I will not hide that fact, film is a major passion of mine.....
So, I failed to do that and I failed the membership by not maintaining my objectivity. I give kudos and credit to the mods here for seeing that I could not maintain that at all times. It really does speak to the level of admin we have here. Not only do they moderate all posts....they DO look after their own.........and make decisions to benefit all members here. I couldn't bring myself to recuse myself as a mod, despite knowing my heart was conflicted.
Believe it or not..........I give them absolute thanks for seeing how I wasn't mod material......I felt so constrained in my online presence because of my previous mod status here.
I mean this 100%....
This is not snarky or being sarcastic. I give huge kudos to every mod here.....your patience with me and what you have had to deal with everyday here.....is seriously a credit to your ability and dedication.
Which puts me in a fairly unique position.......intimately knowing the rules/guidelines here balanced with my being a just a regular member.....I will maintain the mod outlook as best I can....but not constrained to hold back my opinion, as long as I am polite and constructive. As each and every member here should do.
This I promise to every member here.
But as a mod, I know you cannot do that. You must maintain a middle ground. And remain objective. My opinions were too strong to do that. I will not hide that fact, film is a major passion of mine.....
So, I failed to do that and I failed the membership by not maintaining my objectivity. I give kudos and credit to the mods here for seeing that I could not maintain that at all times. It really does speak to the level of admin we have here. Not only do they moderate all posts....they DO look after their own.........and make decisions to benefit all members here. I couldn't bring myself to recuse myself as a mod, despite knowing my heart was conflicted.
Believe it or not..........I give them absolute thanks for seeing how I wasn't mod material......I felt so constrained in my online presence because of my previous mod status here.
I mean this 100%....
This is not snarky or being sarcastic. I give huge kudos to every mod here.....your patience with me and what you have had to deal with everyday here.....is seriously a credit to your ability and dedication.
Which puts me in a fairly unique position.......intimately knowing the rules/guidelines here balanced with my being a just a regular member.....I will maintain the mod outlook as best I can....but not constrained to hold back my opinion, as long as I am polite and constructive. As each and every member here should do.
This I promise to every member here.
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