Eric Boellner
Well-known member
I've made a 49minute film, which ended up to me 18 minutes (the Harry Potter film). It had some great scenes, some bad ones, and I got to write a long script for a change. And I loved it! with all my heart, I loved the hectic process of nothing going according to plan ^^ 49 minutes isn't that far from a feature, and taken the fact that that the film wasn't written as a "film" but as a story; visualized, I know that I learnt a lot. I did a whole bunch of mistakes, so I know what not to do next. A director is almost never pleased with his work, i've never been either. The thing is: I believe in my film. I believe it will be good. And since you all tell me its a stupid thing to do, and that it wont be "watchable", ill prove you otherwise. I want to show you, what I can do, when no one believes in meOf course, I love shorts, thats not the point. But this time I wanted to make a feature, simple as that- I have a story I want to tell!
Given the quality of your short films (particularly Deja Vu), you're closer than 90% of filmmakers to having a shot at your first feature film being actually good. I think film school would be of tremendous use to someone with your drive and talent. Coming out the other side, you'd have a few more short films under your belt, and your first feature would probably be at least 4x better than it would be without. It's not because film school magically makes good filmmakers out of everyone who gets through the program -- it's because you've already got the foundation for a great career, and film school gives you 4 years to woodshed that under the helpful guidance of your instructors and with the help and support of all the friends you'll make there.
Still, ultimately it comes down to what you think is best for you, as an artist and as a professional. If you want to make mistakes on a few more short films, do it. If you want to make mistakes on a feature film, do it. If you want to make mistakes in a 4-year film program, do it. Just be sure that whatever road you take, you never stop making mistakes and you never stop learning from them. Art is no fun if things go exactly as planned, and you don't learn anything from having done everything right.
-JMT