I’m reading this thread near the end of my rope... and hoping it’s a bungee cord instead of a noose.
Ten years ago I set out on this course of doing the impossible... something that I really enjoyed and that people thought I did well. We narrowly weathered the Great Recession, built client lists, acquired gear and skills, all the while hoping this next year, maybe, would be the one it all finally came together.
Last year seemed like it. I posted eight straight five figure months, paid off my meager little FS5, and had a dozen clients promising coming work.
Then, October, nothing. November, next to nothing. December, January, onward. Shoot schedules are being pushed back. One of my biggest clients outsourced their entire edit crew to India, and hired a guy who can’t shoot and breaks clients’ equipment to cover half my range at half my rate. I’m moving backwards, taking crap vlog hourly wage work here and there just to pay bills. Client after big client says “this is some of the best work we’ve seen!” And then promptly go silent. I can’t even book freaking Thumbtack jobs, because some national outfit vultures all the leads and then tries to hire ME to do the actual work at a fraction of its actual rate.
I’m sitting with eight four figure irons in the fire, and not a single one of them is ready to move forward just yet... maybe next month... maybe next month... maybe next month....
I have no idea where exactly I went wrong with this career. Maybe this was the wrong career for a severely introverted Aspie to begin with... but God help me, I love making “inane” little instructional and commercial videos, and have no freaking idea what else I’d do.
But I can’t keep going on like this.
Ten years ago I set out on this course of doing the impossible... something that I really enjoyed and that people thought I did well. We narrowly weathered the Great Recession, built client lists, acquired gear and skills, all the while hoping this next year, maybe, would be the one it all finally came together.
Last year seemed like it. I posted eight straight five figure months, paid off my meager little FS5, and had a dozen clients promising coming work.
Then, October, nothing. November, next to nothing. December, January, onward. Shoot schedules are being pushed back. One of my biggest clients outsourced their entire edit crew to India, and hired a guy who can’t shoot and breaks clients’ equipment to cover half my range at half my rate. I’m moving backwards, taking crap vlog hourly wage work here and there just to pay bills. Client after big client says “this is some of the best work we’ve seen!” And then promptly go silent. I can’t even book freaking Thumbtack jobs, because some national outfit vultures all the leads and then tries to hire ME to do the actual work at a fraction of its actual rate.
I’m sitting with eight four figure irons in the fire, and not a single one of them is ready to move forward just yet... maybe next month... maybe next month... maybe next month....
I have no idea where exactly I went wrong with this career. Maybe this was the wrong career for a severely introverted Aspie to begin with... but God help me, I love making “inane” little instructional and commercial videos, and have no freaking idea what else I’d do.
But I can’t keep going on like this.