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Let me ask all you pros out there what you think about the route I'm taking thus far...
I didn't get interested in filmmaking until my senior year of high school. My first short was really really crappy, but everyone encouraged me to pursue my dreams. I seriously never read anything on how to make a film, I just downloaded some editing software and picked up my dad's camcorder and went to town. I ended up going to Ashland University (Ohio) and for the first semester had an undeclared major. I really wanted to do film, I just didn't know how realistic it was. Well, I came to my senses and realized film was what I really wanted to do with my life, so I ended up majoring in Electronic Media Production (radio and tv production). It's not a film major by far, but I want to be able to have that certification to work in television and radio as my backup plan. It's the crap end of the deal, but if I have to, I want to work somewhere in producing dramatic entertainment. Here's a rundown of Ashland's curriculum for this major: it sucks. It really really sucks. Most of the kids in my major are total losers so the progression of how the profs teach us about the technical side is very slow (that's all this major is basically, a technical rundown of radio and tv production).
Ever since my senior year of high school, I've spent countless hours almost every day of the week since then reading about cinematography, lighting, editing, etc... This didn't happen until I started making shorts and wondering, "Now why in the hell does this look so crappy?" So I started reading and experimenting, trying to hone my skill. Since then I have been writing, editing, directing, etc. my own shorts and just finally completed my feature film. I actually obtained credits after talking to my advisor when I told him about how I was doing a feature. He told me that it was a highly ambitious project and I would never get it done... well that just made my blood boil, so it gave me even more inscentive to get it done, which I finally did. None of the professors there have ever heard of a student like me pursuing ambitious projects of the sort, so they don't really understand it. Right now it's in post-production and I'm just waiting for the composer to get the music back to me.
I find that I am learning so much more on my own than in school. In the film and techincal aspect of drama, I often find I know more than my professors so I am quite apathetic in class (most of my professors really dislike me for this). I think they probably think I'm pretentious, which I'm not intending to be. I should try and change my attitude, but it's pretty hard when we work at such a slow pace. My class projects come out pretty mediocre most of the time because I don't try. I put all my effort into my outside studies, ie my films. I still maintain a 3.5 gpa and get the class work done well enough to get an A, they just know I could be doing so much better than I do and it really upsets them. The only project I did a really good job on was my final project that was a music video. The reason being was it required us to be creative rather than shooting a news package or something else boring. The video came out really awesome (compared to the other students), and the professor didn't even believe I did it on my own. I only shot it in about an hour and a half, too, which shows I'm still really apathetic towards school. Sorry, I'm ranting right now....
PS The music video really kind of sucks, it's just better than what the profs are used to.
Did I mention how dated and crappy our school equipment is? My professors FORCE me to use their GL1s for projects when I have an XL2. Same with my radio classes. They force us to edit the sound in Cool Edit 95 (yes, 95!!!!) where I could just simply edit everyhing in the blink of an eye in such an app as Vegas. I hate it! But, I deal with it and just do what they say. I can only protest so much.
But a rundown of what I'm doing: getting my stupid certification for radio and tv and getting a minor in maketing. My marketing classes, oddly, get me more pumped than any of my radio or tv classes because I relate every business and marketing aspect I'm taught to film business. If I could go back, I would change my major to business administration and say the hell with the major I have right now. But, alas, it's too late for that.
After college I plan on attending film grad school, because I've heard from many sources an undergrad film program is usesless, but the grad school film program is where it's at. It's more hands-on and you learn a lot more (so I'm told).
From my experience, do this: major in something else, because it will diversify your background. If you are really passionate about film, then there is nothing holding you back from learning what you need to learn. You can learn everything on your own that you learn in the classroom (in most cases, that's why I'm going to film grad school). Write, direct, shoot!!! Do it all! Learn and read as much as you can, then put it into action! I'm by far not experienced enough to give great advice, but so far it's lead me in a good direction. I've taught myself so much just by reading, watching, and doing. Right now I've got some pretty good paying projects lined up. I'll be doing some commercials and music videos this summer so I can have a reel to show to someone once I graduate. I don't plan on quitting anytime soon, and I just keep getting better and better as I do it. Without picking up the camera and going out there to shoot, I would still be stuck in the same crappy rut I was back in high school. A girl I know lit a fire under my ass to start doing something, because she made me realize that I'm not going to get good by just watching a lot of movies and reading, I have to do it. Now I'm addicted. If I don't constantly have a project going on (be it movie, music video, commercial), I feel useless and I'm getting behind what my talents should be honed to. I am by far not any good at filmmaking yet, but I'm getting out there and doing it, and that's what you gotta do. A film school might theoretically teach you how to write, direct, edit, produce, etc... But the very best way to do it is just to get off your ass and pursue a project. If it comes out terrible, who cares? You can only improve. That's what I tell myself, and it's been true so far. My latest project might be the equivelant to turd (even though everyone where I live think it's the greatest thing since sliced bread -- hey, I'm from a small town), but it's way better than anything I was capable of two years ago. I learned it all on my own, and I couldn't have learned it without doing and being truly passionate about what I want to do. The sky is the limit, and the only excuse you can have for not getting there is not working hard enough.
Sorry for he long post, just some stuff I've been wanting to talk about for a long time. Rarely is there anyone for me to talk to these things about without anyone chiming in with a polite "shut up".
But those are my thoughts. Any opinions? Please tell me if my outlook on how I want to shape my career in some form or another is erroneous.
Disclaimer: I am by far not experienced enough to give good advice, but this is the best set of options I have available to me at the moment, and that's what has worked for me. There is an infinate amount of roads you can take, this is just the one I'm taking. But seriously, who knows what can happen in the next 2 years. I might not even go to film grad school. We'll have to see where life takes me and how things fall into place.
I didn't get interested in filmmaking until my senior year of high school. My first short was really really crappy, but everyone encouraged me to pursue my dreams. I seriously never read anything on how to make a film, I just downloaded some editing software and picked up my dad's camcorder and went to town. I ended up going to Ashland University (Ohio) and for the first semester had an undeclared major. I really wanted to do film, I just didn't know how realistic it was. Well, I came to my senses and realized film was what I really wanted to do with my life, so I ended up majoring in Electronic Media Production (radio and tv production). It's not a film major by far, but I want to be able to have that certification to work in television and radio as my backup plan. It's the crap end of the deal, but if I have to, I want to work somewhere in producing dramatic entertainment. Here's a rundown of Ashland's curriculum for this major: it sucks. It really really sucks. Most of the kids in my major are total losers so the progression of how the profs teach us about the technical side is very slow (that's all this major is basically, a technical rundown of radio and tv production).
Ever since my senior year of high school, I've spent countless hours almost every day of the week since then reading about cinematography, lighting, editing, etc... This didn't happen until I started making shorts and wondering, "Now why in the hell does this look so crappy?" So I started reading and experimenting, trying to hone my skill. Since then I have been writing, editing, directing, etc. my own shorts and just finally completed my feature film. I actually obtained credits after talking to my advisor when I told him about how I was doing a feature. He told me that it was a highly ambitious project and I would never get it done... well that just made my blood boil, so it gave me even more inscentive to get it done, which I finally did. None of the professors there have ever heard of a student like me pursuing ambitious projects of the sort, so they don't really understand it. Right now it's in post-production and I'm just waiting for the composer to get the music back to me.
I find that I am learning so much more on my own than in school. In the film and techincal aspect of drama, I often find I know more than my professors so I am quite apathetic in class (most of my professors really dislike me for this). I think they probably think I'm pretentious, which I'm not intending to be. I should try and change my attitude, but it's pretty hard when we work at such a slow pace. My class projects come out pretty mediocre most of the time because I don't try. I put all my effort into my outside studies, ie my films. I still maintain a 3.5 gpa and get the class work done well enough to get an A, they just know I could be doing so much better than I do and it really upsets them. The only project I did a really good job on was my final project that was a music video. The reason being was it required us to be creative rather than shooting a news package or something else boring. The video came out really awesome (compared to the other students), and the professor didn't even believe I did it on my own. I only shot it in about an hour and a half, too, which shows I'm still really apathetic towards school. Sorry, I'm ranting right now....
PS The music video really kind of sucks, it's just better than what the profs are used to.
Did I mention how dated and crappy our school equipment is? My professors FORCE me to use their GL1s for projects when I have an XL2. Same with my radio classes. They force us to edit the sound in Cool Edit 95 (yes, 95!!!!) where I could just simply edit everyhing in the blink of an eye in such an app as Vegas. I hate it! But, I deal with it and just do what they say. I can only protest so much.
But a rundown of what I'm doing: getting my stupid certification for radio and tv and getting a minor in maketing. My marketing classes, oddly, get me more pumped than any of my radio or tv classes because I relate every business and marketing aspect I'm taught to film business. If I could go back, I would change my major to business administration and say the hell with the major I have right now. But, alas, it's too late for that.
After college I plan on attending film grad school, because I've heard from many sources an undergrad film program is usesless, but the grad school film program is where it's at. It's more hands-on and you learn a lot more (so I'm told).
From my experience, do this: major in something else, because it will diversify your background. If you are really passionate about film, then there is nothing holding you back from learning what you need to learn. You can learn everything on your own that you learn in the classroom (in most cases, that's why I'm going to film grad school). Write, direct, shoot!!! Do it all! Learn and read as much as you can, then put it into action! I'm by far not experienced enough to give great advice, but so far it's lead me in a good direction. I've taught myself so much just by reading, watching, and doing. Right now I've got some pretty good paying projects lined up. I'll be doing some commercials and music videos this summer so I can have a reel to show to someone once I graduate. I don't plan on quitting anytime soon, and I just keep getting better and better as I do it. Without picking up the camera and going out there to shoot, I would still be stuck in the same crappy rut I was back in high school. A girl I know lit a fire under my ass to start doing something, because she made me realize that I'm not going to get good by just watching a lot of movies and reading, I have to do it. Now I'm addicted. If I don't constantly have a project going on (be it movie, music video, commercial), I feel useless and I'm getting behind what my talents should be honed to. I am by far not any good at filmmaking yet, but I'm getting out there and doing it, and that's what you gotta do. A film school might theoretically teach you how to write, direct, edit, produce, etc... But the very best way to do it is just to get off your ass and pursue a project. If it comes out terrible, who cares? You can only improve. That's what I tell myself, and it's been true so far. My latest project might be the equivelant to turd (even though everyone where I live think it's the greatest thing since sliced bread -- hey, I'm from a small town), but it's way better than anything I was capable of two years ago. I learned it all on my own, and I couldn't have learned it without doing and being truly passionate about what I want to do. The sky is the limit, and the only excuse you can have for not getting there is not working hard enough.
Sorry for he long post, just some stuff I've been wanting to talk about for a long time. Rarely is there anyone for me to talk to these things about without anyone chiming in with a polite "shut up".
But those are my thoughts. Any opinions? Please tell me if my outlook on how I want to shape my career in some form or another is erroneous.
Disclaimer: I am by far not experienced enough to give good advice, but this is the best set of options I have available to me at the moment, and that's what has worked for me. There is an infinate amount of roads you can take, this is just the one I'm taking. But seriously, who knows what can happen in the next 2 years. I might not even go to film grad school. We'll have to see where life takes me and how things fall into place.