I’ve attended my hometown film festival for the last 4 years. This year it’s being held in a large auditorium compared to more intimate venues in the past. All normal COVID protocols are being followed but I have no desire to attend. Now this a pretty small Non prestigious festival , but one I’ve always enjoyed and looked forward to. I’ve attended some of the bigger fests over the years. It just doesn’t seem worth my time or risk. Maybe that will change in the future but for now it seems painful and a chore. I don’t want cinema to be painful. I want it to be a place of discovery. I love the films but part of the experience is meeting new people who are as passionate about film as me. It seems like joy has left Mudville and Casey has struck out. I want to escape not be constantly reminded of what we used to have. I would see a film in a theatre if something looks interesting . At least for me, at this moment it’s to soon for festivals.