innerlusion

I shot my short entitled "Gr8Xcape" with a DVX 100 in January. It's now going through post production but the 3D animation in it has posed quite a problem. Because the picture qualtiy is great, the animation has to be a great quality as well and its been hard to find the right animator for the job. But it's going to get done and I'm hoping it'll be entered in Sundance Film Festival and Tribeca. Right now that's the goal anyway.

But some facts about me are...I like to keep active - currently taking a comedy workshop, performing in December and playing soccer. I'm not here to get hooked up. One of my favorite words is ****. It's a sinful pleasure. I believe you can be friends with your "ex" and still have a great relationship with your significant other. I like to believe I'm strong but whether I really am or not is on a moment to moment basis. I'm against animal cruelty but I still eat meat. I use to be a pleasing person ... now I'm just searching for pleasure. I'm late 80% of the time. Some times I can't sleep for days. And other times it's hard for me to get up. I miss my 19th year of living. I've been spending my time since recovering. I like my space. I like to dance. I have bad mood swings. I'm attached to my car. I believe in reinvention. I believe people who have real faith are people who put what they have and themselves on the line all the time without knowing what will come, like business owners. I believe a lot of business owners are crooks. I want to own my own business one day that I can perhaps operate at home so I can be with my kids. I don't think I'm a crook. I don't have kids right now but would love to adopt when I'm ready. I'm not a good salesmen. I can market things that I truly believe in. I wish I had the ability to market or sell anything. I am honest as I can be. If chocolate was a drug... I'm an addict. If I were an instrument I'd tell you to play me. But because I'm not, wouldn't you wish. I don't know what I'm about, but I'd tell you if I found out... however, even then I wouldn't be sure. I'm aware my life is in God's hands every second of my time but I still don't know why I'm here. I think I'll finally figure out the answer to that only after I leave here. They say a bullet in the head is a certain death but I know death is a certainty, so why bother with a bullet to the head and pondering death? Since I'm here... I like what I like; I love what I love and I don't what I don't. It is what it is --

Soccer, Theater acting, and anything else that stimulates me --