Dangitskang
Active member
I just quit my job. Actually I just gave them the two week notice but now, I'm starting to get this mixed feelings about my decision.
I work for a credit card processing company as a customer service rep. No I'm not a telemarketer. I do not make calls, the calls come to me. In other words, I get paid to get cussed out. Not a fun job but I found that I have become quite proficient in the art of cursing. But I digress. I work 51+ hours a week along with full time school (12 units). The pay wasn't too good but it was consistent. I was planning on saving the money up to buy a cam and all them other goodies that I keep on reading about here at DVXuser.com.
But I couldn't take it anymore. I don't want to hear another complaint about their credit card machines not working. I hated working 12hour days and then following up with school afterwards. I hated sitting in front of my computer trying to write a script but couldn't cuz I was burned out. I was tired of doing something that had NOTHING to do with filmmaking. So I put in my two week notice today.
Now I'm sitting here wondering what the heck did I just do. I feel refreshed and happy because now I have the time to not only make films but also to expand and hone my filmmaking skills. At the same time, I have constant voice in my head, "You idiot...money doesn't grow on trees". Yes, I am 20, I was actually planning on going to transfer colleges (currently at SMC) for business so that I can learn the business aspect of filmmaking. (from what I'm reading here, its the experience and the skills that count, not the lil piece of paper that says that you graduated as a film student)
But now what? Where do I go from here? What do I do now? I should have found a job before I quit (and I know I'm an idiot for not doing that...but getting cussed out everyday really drives you nuts after a while)
For now...I guess I plan on sticking with devoting my all to filmmaking and probably hitting up a couple of part time jobs (most likely @ apple...50% employee discount on softwares...gonna use it to buy new Final Cut and some new hardware) Are there any other good ideas? I don't really know where this post is going but...after spending countless hours (about 6-8 hours a day since I joined) on DVXuser.com I thought you guys who are already in the business could give me some words of wisdom....or some criticism.
PS sorry for the long post...I'm working a 6am to 9pm shift today (15hours) so I'm kinda losing it by now.
PSS If any of you guys are making any shorts whatsoever, PM me...I'm willing to help out...always willing to learn more and more stuff
I work for a credit card processing company as a customer service rep. No I'm not a telemarketer. I do not make calls, the calls come to me. In other words, I get paid to get cussed out. Not a fun job but I found that I have become quite proficient in the art of cursing. But I digress. I work 51+ hours a week along with full time school (12 units). The pay wasn't too good but it was consistent. I was planning on saving the money up to buy a cam and all them other goodies that I keep on reading about here at DVXuser.com.
But I couldn't take it anymore. I don't want to hear another complaint about their credit card machines not working. I hated working 12hour days and then following up with school afterwards. I hated sitting in front of my computer trying to write a script but couldn't cuz I was burned out. I was tired of doing something that had NOTHING to do with filmmaking. So I put in my two week notice today.
Now I'm sitting here wondering what the heck did I just do. I feel refreshed and happy because now I have the time to not only make films but also to expand and hone my filmmaking skills. At the same time, I have constant voice in my head, "You idiot...money doesn't grow on trees". Yes, I am 20, I was actually planning on going to transfer colleges (currently at SMC) for business so that I can learn the business aspect of filmmaking. (from what I'm reading here, its the experience and the skills that count, not the lil piece of paper that says that you graduated as a film student)
But now what? Where do I go from here? What do I do now? I should have found a job before I quit (and I know I'm an idiot for not doing that...but getting cussed out everyday really drives you nuts after a while)
For now...I guess I plan on sticking with devoting my all to filmmaking and probably hitting up a couple of part time jobs (most likely @ apple...50% employee discount on softwares...gonna use it to buy new Final Cut and some new hardware) Are there any other good ideas? I don't really know where this post is going but...after spending countless hours (about 6-8 hours a day since I joined) on DVXuser.com I thought you guys who are already in the business could give me some words of wisdom....or some criticism.
PS sorry for the long post...I'm working a 6am to 9pm shift today (15hours) so I'm kinda losing it by now.
PSS If any of you guys are making any shorts whatsoever, PM me...I'm willing to help out...always willing to learn more and more stuff