Been there too. One word of advice. Be kind to yourself. It is never truly just one persons actions, but two people's actions that cause the events. Be kind to yourself.
And Probably now is a good time to start a short film project. Been in a similar situation, it was during that times that the best stuff I shot and wrote came out.
Terry somebody just told me what this thread was about offline.
I thought it was regular Terry shenanigans and I haven't had much time to goof around online so I didn't read it too close.
Anyway, sorry I haven't dropped by with one of these yet :beer:
And sorry to hear you've hit a rough patch. I know you've put many a smile on my face so I'm glad the replies here are picking you up a bit, because you more than deserve it.