jghenderson
Well-known member
This might seem like a silly, or whiny, question. But please hear me out, as this is something that is really bothering me at the moment.
I'm still in the very early stages of my career. Only made 4 short films to this point, directed my first music video a few months ago, in pre for my 2nd one right now. I do not feel that I am good at this craft yet, but I am learning a lot every project and i've noticed progress, which gives me hope.
I am finally in a place where I am starting to get others that want to collaborate with me, without me having to desperately ask for help every project. I have a small but steady crew of people I work with, i've finally befriended some talented actors, etc. I am very happy for this, obviously.
I recently pitched an idea for a short film to an actress friend, and it was a bit of a wakeup call for me. She wants to do a project with me, and she didn't really say no to the idea, but she did basically say: it's stale, cliche. And I realized she was right. I was playing it safe, and there's a reason for that.
See I have a lot of ideas, as i'm sure we all do. But I am not completely confident in my abilities just yet, and I guess i'm afraid to take one of my better ideas and execute it poorly. In my head i've decided it would be smarter to do small, straight forward projects right now, that I can use to get better at directing actors, at being visually concise, at everything. I guess I view these little shorts as "throw aways", as practice. Without putting the pressure on myself that a great idea has inherent in it, I can relax and just focus on bettering my craft.
But am I sabotaging myself? Should I always just pick the best idea I have, and go for it, even though it will be much harder to execute? I'm so caught up in my own thinking and all the projects going on, that it's hard for me to tell if i'm being smart, or if i'm being a scared little boy.
What do you all think?
I'm still in the very early stages of my career. Only made 4 short films to this point, directed my first music video a few months ago, in pre for my 2nd one right now. I do not feel that I am good at this craft yet, but I am learning a lot every project and i've noticed progress, which gives me hope.
I am finally in a place where I am starting to get others that want to collaborate with me, without me having to desperately ask for help every project. I have a small but steady crew of people I work with, i've finally befriended some talented actors, etc. I am very happy for this, obviously.
I recently pitched an idea for a short film to an actress friend, and it was a bit of a wakeup call for me. She wants to do a project with me, and she didn't really say no to the idea, but she did basically say: it's stale, cliche. And I realized she was right. I was playing it safe, and there's a reason for that.
See I have a lot of ideas, as i'm sure we all do. But I am not completely confident in my abilities just yet, and I guess i'm afraid to take one of my better ideas and execute it poorly. In my head i've decided it would be smarter to do small, straight forward projects right now, that I can use to get better at directing actors, at being visually concise, at everything. I guess I view these little shorts as "throw aways", as practice. Without putting the pressure on myself that a great idea has inherent in it, I can relax and just focus on bettering my craft.
But am I sabotaging myself? Should I always just pick the best idea I have, and go for it, even though it will be much harder to execute? I'm so caught up in my own thinking and all the projects going on, that it's hard for me to tell if i'm being smart, or if i'm being a scared little boy.
What do you all think?